update as of 6/21/11

Hey guys, I haven't really posted in a while, but here I am again. My last day at my school is tomorrow, which is bittersweet because I have met some of the best people there, but I am so happy I am going to a different school. I am really looking forward to summer and the next school year.. hmmm, me looking forward to school? go figure!

Things could be better for me mentally. Basically I feel torn, confused, and depressed... and that really sucks. Sometimes things do get better but then instantly they go back to being bad. My mood rapidly changes, and I hate it. I doubt there is a single day where I am fully happy, I always have to be mad or sad about something. It's  hard for me to be happy sometimes, because when I am happy, something instantly has to interfere. I've recently had some boy trouble, which is something I am not used to and it's causing a lot of stress on me. Why can't life be simple for me? My moods are like New England weather, constantly changing. I bet I am gonna be happy in a minute or two.. ugh, I hate being a teenager. Life is so complicated, I wish I could just be a kid again, things were so much more simple then.

Well, sorry about sounding so "emo" but I made this blog to be honest and if you don't like it, just go away, I don't want to deal with it.