Update as of 6/6/11

Hey guys, yes I am actually making another update! Woah, it has been a while!  Things have been going okay, I am sick of school and I need summer vacation really, really bad. Compared to last year, this year is amazing, a few of the reasons are that I have no wish to kill myself, I actually have a boyfriend that appreciates me for who I am, and I know for a fact that I am not alone in this world.

Sure, I have had difficult times this year... Like losing friends who were close to me and my regrets also interfere with me fully enjoying my life. I made mistakes and I let people take advantage of me and allowed them to treat me like crap. Now that those people are out of my life (old boyfriends and old friends), things have been getting better, yet I still have the regrets towering over me and falling on me like a bunch of bricks. 

Even though things have been tough, I am glad I am alive. I have friends who love me for who I am and people I haven't talked to in such a long time are coming back into my life. Without my friends, I probably wouldn't be here today. 

So, what is currently going on is that I am going to a semi formal with my boyfriend on Friday, which I am very excited about, even though I dislike wearing dresses. School ends the 22nd, but I really wish it'd come sooner because I can't take school anymore. I am probably going to hang out with a bunch of friends and be super lazy... awesome xD I am also going to the idol concert on September first, which I am super happy about because I love James Durbin and I have wicked good seats! AMAZING! I am also going to a different school next year, which is also good.

I have been watching a lot of anime. The shows I have completed and love oh so much are:
-Death Note
-11Eyes
-Black Cat
and I am currently watching Chobits, which I really like so far. 
I am taking requests for anime shows, so list your favorites that I should check out (I prefer sci-fi/thriller/fantasy)

For music, I have been listening to a ton of Bullet for my valentine, I think they might actually be my favorite band. I have also been listening to a lot of Secondhand Serenade too. 

I guess I better get back to my homework now, so see you all around 

and I will leave you all with the quote I live by

This is gonna sound morbid, but you only die once. I figure just make the most of it while you're here... I've been through a lot of shit, it's amazing I haven't shot myself in the head. But what doesn't kill you makes you stronger... that's so fucking cliche but so true 
- Ben Burnley