cheers to the freakin' new year

Well cheers to the new year full of stress, but some happiness and excitement. I am of course stressed about school and how its so hard to have fun with all of this shitty homework and of course bad memories coming back like a stupid home video. But even with all of this stress, I can still find some good in it. I have made many good friends over the school year and somehow managed to keep in touch with friends outside of school. The main things I am looking forward to are the Emilie Autumn concert February 12, all the vacations, hopefully seeing my friends, and of course, my 16th birthday. Although I have my moments of being stressed, depressed, etc..(as you can tell from my previous posts), I will always have hope to keep me going. I really hope this will be a good year. I just hate having to wake up so damn early and i have had trouble sleeping for as long as I can remember.