It's kind of interesting.. Looking back at what happened exactly a year ago, you either laugh at the good memories or think about how stupid you were at that time. Exactly one year ago, this guy and I were becoming really close, he said things to me that of course, made me smile, but little did I know that pretty much everything he told me was all a huge lie to get me to go out with him.. and it worked. Subtract a day from today, add a month and subtract a year and if you did the math correct, you came up with the date: March 21st, 2010. What happened that day was when that guy and I started dating.. even though we knew each other for a month and only hung out with each other twice, the first time being with a group of people (Yes, I was so stupid). I guess the first week or two was good, until his douchebagness started to come out. We argued a lot, he hurt my feelings and made me feel extremely uncomfortable and pushed me away whenever I became upset. After 2 months, he broke up with me.. and I wanted him back * face palm* God, I feel so fricking stupid that I wanted HIM back even when he started flirting with my best friend right after he left. And later on, I figured out that he flirts with every pretty girl he sees. On top of boy trouble, I became severely depressed, and being made fun of didn't help at all. I'm just happy that 2011 is going a lot better than 2010 so far: I have an excellent boyfriend, my grades are going up, I have real friends, and my depression is under control. Although looking back makes me want to bang my head on a wall, I'm happy I learned from my stupid mistakes and won't make them ever again.


That imbacile!
ReplyDeleteI'm definitely glad that your life's so much better now!
haha thanks :D and grr i know but hes long gone. and i realized i havent seen you in like what.. a year or 2? wow that is a long time
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